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Cry For Me

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I'm sick of being sad
I want to be heard
I'm always alone
It feels like everyone at school hates me
It feels like I'm not good enough
I'm scared I'll never amount to anything
What if I live my life alone?
I hate myself sometimes
Things are so confusing
Nothing makes sense
Everything is so fucked up
People ignore me
People don't know me
People don't care about me
I don't care about me sometimes
I hate me sometimes
I'm scared of me sometimes
I cry for me sometimes
I cry for others sometimes
No one cries for me
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I walked up the large set of stairs, a smile playing on my lips. "It's even bigger than I remembered." I said. "This is going to be so awesome." As I reached the top step, I tripped and fell face first. "Ow. That hurt." I grabbed my bleeding nose.
A hand outstretched to me, "Need some help?"
I looked up to see my brother, "Kid!" I jumped up and hugged him, "It's so good to see you!"
"It's good to see you to-" he paused, mid-sentence. His left eye began to twitch, "Molly, why does your right sock have two stripes and your left only one?" Kid's voice sounded very flustered.
"Oh, I must have put on the wrong one. I was in a rush this morning." I smiled innocently.
"Mhm. Yeah, sure. Shall we go see Father now?"
"Yeah!" I said as we started walking inside. 'Oh yeah.' I thought, 'I so put the wrong sock on purposely.'

"Father, I found Molly." Kid said as we walked into the large room, known as the Death Room.
"I got here a little late." I laughed.
"Two hours is not a little late. You missed all of first period." Kid scoffed.
"Now, now. I'm sure she has a perfectly good explanation as to why she is late." Our father, Lord Death, said.
I shook my head, "Nope, not really."
The two of them sweat dropped.

Dad cleared his throat, "Well, it's good to see you Molly. You've gotten so tall since I last saw you."
"Dad, it was only a year ago."
"Well look who it is." A voice, followed by footsteps, could be heard.
I turned around to see a red haired man. "Hello Spirit." I smiled.
"It's good to see you again,Molly. How long are you visiting?"
I shook my head, "I'm not visiting this time. I'm enrolled at the DWMA now."
He looked up at my father with questioning eyes, then back at me with smile. "Well, that's good to hear! I cant wait foe you to meet my daughter. She's such a sweet girl."
"Kid, you should probably show Molly around." Dad said.
My brother nodded, "We wouldnt want her getting lost, now would we."

"This school is so big." I looked around as Kid and I walked down the corridor.
"There are a lot of students here, after all." Kid said.
"So where are Liz and Patty? I'd really like to meet them."
"They're in class right now. You'll meet them soon enough." He looked at me for a minute.
"What is it, Kid?"
"Your partner hasn't said anything yet."
"Axel? He probably just doesn't feel like it."
"Hm. So how are you two doing, fighting wise, anyways?"
"Were doing good. So far, we've collected 12 Evil Human souls since we discovered I was a Meister, two years ago."
"That's interesting."

"Hey Kid." A blue haired boy, followed by a black haired girl, walked over. "Who's this?" The boy pointed at me.
"Oh, this is my sister, Molly."
"I didn't know you had a sister, Kid." The girl said.
"Well im Blackstar, the greatest assassin ever! Someday I'm going to surpass God!" The boy yelled triumphantly.
"And I'm his partner, Tsubaki. Nice to meet you, Molly." She smiled.
"I challenge you to a fight!" Blackstar pointed at mme again.
"Really Blackstar?" Kid sweatdropped.
"Okay. It should be fun." I smiled.

"If I can beat Kid, I can beat you." Blackstar smiled. We were standing outside at the front of the school, getting ready to battle.
"He beat you?" I smirked at Kid.
"Not exactly..." Kid said.
"Hey you, Molly, where's your partner? It wont be a fair fight if you don't have one." Blackstar said.
"I'm right here!" The voice yelled.
"Who said that?" Blackstar looked around.
"I did!" The toy bunny that was hanging from my shoulders jumped to the ground and walked in front of me. "I'm her partner."
Blackstar burst out laughing,"No way! You're just a cute little stuffed animal!" He crouched down to pet the bunny's head. Its head only went to blackstar's shin.

"Who are you calling little?!" The toy transformed into my partner Axel. Axel was easily taller than Blackstar.
"Whoa." Blackstar looked up at him.
"Got anything to say now?"
"I don't care if you're taller than I am! I'm the bigger star so I'm going to take you down!"
"Bring it on!" Axel walked over to me, "Hey Molly."
"Good to see you again." I smiled.
"You two are going down!" Blackstar yelled at us, "Tsubaki, shadow sword mode!"
"Right!" Tsubaki,who had kept quiet the entire time, transformed into a long bladed, grey and black sword.
"My turn." Axel smiles. He turned I to a double sided, black and white scythe. I grabbed the handle and smiled at Kid, "This wont take long!"

"Prepare to beg for mercy!" Blackstar came running at me, swinging his sword in my direction.
"No thanks." I jumped forward and slashed my Scythe at him. He dodged, but one of his feet slipped.
Blackstar quickly regained hos footing. "Tsubaki, smoke bomb mode!"
"Right!" The sword became a small bomb that Blackstar threw on the ground. Smoke flowers the air.
"Where did he go." I looked around.
"Use your Soil Perception." Axel said.
I closed my eyes, then reopened them. "I cant."
"Ive got you now!" Blackstar jumped out from behind me. I swung my scythe at him. A large gash formed in his stomach and he fell to tthe ground.

"You got him!" Adel yelled.
I set tthe s ythe down and knelt down beside Blackstar, "Is he...okay?"
"You fell for it." A knife was set against the skin on my neck.
"That was a good move." I said as my body tensed up.
Blackstar pulled his sword away and I let out a relieved sigh.
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